Bye bye Summer o9!

The Book of Answers was wrong!

M's my classmate! And E & CJ & C! Hello IV-St. Rita. :) Only, MA is not my classmate, and CB. MA's been my classmate since 1st year! Well, actually, I think since grade 5 but we were not that close back then. -sigh- That just sucks. To think it'll be our last year since we're going off to different colleges after graduation. Oh, and another thing that bothers me this year is that we're only 2 sections! I don't think any of us moved (we were already few before) so why change? The top ten's going to be brutal... as CJ says, the TOUGH TEN... I think our adviser is Mrs. Adri. I'm actually 90% sure she is, based on our bulletin board with ALGEBRA written on it. Yipee. Not.



Tomorrow, after settling into class, the discipline committee members are to proceed to their assigned classrooms. Estella, a second year student, and I were assigned to Grade One Red under Ms. Jela's care. MA's with her sister, assigned to the other grade one section. And Therese's with CJ handling grade 3. We are to stay with them for the whole morning in the auditorium. So we won't be able to bond with our class yet. -sigh- When we found out about this, MA and I comforted ourselves with the thought that at least WE will be near each other, thinking we would be classmates. BROKEN RECORD! You see, MA and I with 2 other friends of ours have been classmates since 1st year! There's an unspoken bond between the four of us, and now I broke away from them!

So goodbye summer 09, the last summer before graduating at Colegio de Sta. Rosa... hello Senior year. I want this year to be the BEST. No regrets, though I'm starting to think that that's not possible...

Anyway, we attended mass at Greenbelt this afternoon. And I got one of those small scrolls with Bible messages written in them. Mine read:

Humiliation can follow fame, while from obscurity a man can lift his head. A man may buy much for little, but pay for it seven times more.

- Sirach 20: 10

Beautiful isn't it? Well, off to bed. Need to get some shut eye if I am to be alert for tomorrow. Hope it'll turn out okay. Go go go! :)

tick tock tick tock :)

YM sucks.

No, really. It's been 2 days since we (M, E and of course me. :D) had a decent conference without it ending briefly. The cause? YM sucks. One of us would start a conference but not all of us can see each other's messages.

YM sucks. Twitter's cool and Meebo's our gay (according to E) alternative!

Anyway, school is about to start in a few days time... I haven't covered my books, cleaned my bag or even set my sleeping time straight. I think I'm nocturnal, somniferous during the day. :D I don't want to go to school yet, though I don't want the classes to be moved due to the H1N1 panic. I miss my friends but I'm scared to know whether or not they'll be my classmates for the last time. M & I were supposed to go to school last Monday to check the sections. Unfortunately (or not) it's going to be posted this friday. :| Delaying the inevitable? Is that a sign?

Signs are bad. When I was buying some school supplies at National Bookstore, I came across the Book Of Answers. I was texting M at that time, and so I asked whether or not we'd be classmates. Tentenenen! The answer was...

NO.

Just plain negative. I don't know what to think of it.

Actually, no. I don't want to think of it right now! I'll just ramble about the upcoming New Moon movie. I saw the trailer this morning. And after watching it, I thought... BORING. It gives too much of the beginning away. The Twilight trailer was better, and that's saying something.



My only driving force to watch this movie on theaters is because of TAYLOR LAUTNER.
Reason? Um, hello. Just look at him at the trailer! Get it? :)) E's driving force may be him or Dakota Fanning who plays Jane.

Well, I'm trying to make the most out of this summer now that it's days away from my Senior Year. How? I splurged on ANIME (Pandora Hearts and Princess Tutu (I know, I know. But I used to like it! I still like it!)), MANGA (Hana to Akuma), MUSIC (soundtripin' the summer away) and of course various E-BOOKS and Fictionpress Romances. (too many to list) Oh, and YM of course. Even Peanutz is going all watching Gakuen Alice (courtesy of Moi), Digimon (apparently there's a cute guy much like Natsume) and Boys Over Flowers (Mom's to blame)! I haven't seen much of my other cousin though... after we hacked his site... he isn't paying his debts!

Summer's about to end...

... I still haven't decided on a college course.

While It Lasts

I'm a Fanpire. [[not a Fangirl anymore.]]

What am I devouring nowadays?

♠ The addiction is genetic.

Wow. My mom's American Idol fever rubbed on me. I suddenly find myself squealing like a pig, browsing the net for more scoop on Archie and sulking [[a bit]] that Cook won. Even AI plagued my iPod! And my 'used-to-be-Panda-filled' Friendster Mediabox.

Lovely linkies: -ramble- -ramble- -rawr- -meow?-

♠ The Host.

I've got a wonderful icon in my 'About Me' on Friendster. Fits everything perfectly. =)

Lookie look:

I finished the book all in a day because I was so fired up and high. It was worth the eyebags and my savings. Haha!

I loved The Host more than the Twilight Saga because: a.) I like the main character. So much.[[unlike Bella.]] b.) I support the love triangle... or square. [[Even if Bella is... Bella. I still want her together with Edward.]] c.) The story is so realistic for a sci-fi book. [[I used to have a penchant for aliens in the past. Probably because I'm weird... still am.]]

And lastly because unlike perfect Edward, [[or other vampires and fictional guys I'm fond of who are close to perfect.]] Wanda's Ian is so sweet in a completely NORMAL human way. =) Hence, the icon above.

I think I even cried a bit. That's how sweet Wanda and Ian were. Or how cruel Jared is.

I'd probably stay human with Ian, Vampire with Edward =)
[[I lost it.]]

Now, let's move on to what I am dreading... partially.

The start of Junior Year.

Reasons why I want to go back:
1. My FWENDZ!
2. Back to the norm for 10 months!
3. Eeevee promised to lend me her Like Minds DVD
4. The laughfest shall begin.

Why not:
1. The sectioning. I really really really want to be with my FWENDZ!
2. Schoolwork and pressure. [[what else?]]
3. No more procrastinating. [[or else.]]
4. I'm a JUNIOR now. [[thousands of reasons behind that.]]

Black Out [[not Spears]]

I could sum up the whole month of April 2008 in one simple sentence: This summer is very different from last year’s.

Last year, it was great. I can’t remember a moment when I felt… lonely. I was in no hurry to head back home. But nowadays, I don’t know. I want to stay here but I want to see my FWENDZ back home too. Well, it’s not like saying last year I didn’t miss them, I did. But in my second year of high school, we got closer- and I badly miss them so much now. Another thing is, a few of my friends are leaving the school. Some are transferring and others are going to migrate. Well, I can still keep up with them, possibilities of technology and all. But it’s different.

Well, maybe another factor of my homesickness is that I have changed. I didn’t notice until they pointed it out. It wasn’t subtle, they said. For better or for worse? I don’t know.

Enjoy the rest of the remaining summer days. I just realized time goes by so fast, yet changes occur subtly in the same length as well.

I had- have, a goal for this summer, planned on the last day of school: I want to change again. So far, I don’t think I’m doing a good job. I think.

One thing’s for sure: I miss them so much.

And here I think Drama’s overrated.

Well, not now.

Now Playing: Runaway – Avril Lavigne

And maybe that’s the problem. I tried to control my summer, my efforts went down the drain.

I just wanna scream and loose control. Throw my hands up and let it go. Forget about everything and runaway.

Could I stay so silent?

GAH!

List of Things I forgot to bring with me:

1. Notebook. // No need for explanations. Me - GUILTY //
2. Ouran Highschool Host Club DVD. // Who knew I needed a laugh? //
3. Another box of Choco Mucho // Need I say more? //
4. Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse // Screw saying there's no more space! There is! There is! //
5. Pillow // There's a shortage. Don't ask. //
6. MTV // I need to watch The Playlist, Cribs, Pimp My Ride, Boiling Point, My Super Sweet 16, The Ramon Bautista show- ANYTHING! //
7. More Books.
8. More DVDs.
9. My Patience.
10. My Sanity.

In Black and White

Well, it's been a week since the enigmatic heroine of Camia Street left the confines of her prized chamber in blue and ventured out to the Middle East, to the prosperous land of Dubai UAE and reunite with her father.

Not.

The truth is, after leaving the comforts of my cherished room I've been living quite... I dunno. Having less privacy than I would've wanted, sharing a bed with my deranged sister (lacking a better word), housework on a summer to-do list and no company of any age mate, what do you think?

If I put it that way, it seems so... horrible. It's not that bad. I'm actually happy with my family (save for the frequent squabbles with you-know-who) but I'm just having a case of... well, not homesickness- just missing my daily routine back at home.
What I'm worrying about is the depleted supply of books, music downloads (can't seem to find the right songs...), the ecstasy-giving Choco Mucho and my sanity with my sibs.

A little help?

Well, remembering the past summer didn't help my case a bit. I was so carefree last time... I wonder what happened to me now?

Probably the fact that I miss my FWENDZ so so much.

Proof? I literally LOL-ed after chatting with my friends yesterday. And I haven't laughed out that loud (of course I laugh here... just not so much it brings tears of joy in my eyes) since I arrived here.

But I'm certain this is not homesickness. Yet.

completing the LiST & emptying the PoCKet.

Yahoo! Time to pack!

I just arrived from Plaza Fair w/ Mariel [and her 'rents... I felt meddlesome at first...] and I bought some DVDs... what was left in my walet? 5 Pesos and 75 centavos...

Oh well. It's not like I need Philippine Cash at Dubai... which reminds me that I still have some dirhams from last year's visit... hmm... what to spend it on?

Now that I have bought all the essentials [as in things I going to immerse myself during the summer] and emptied my wallet which was used to be filled with my savings, it's time to P-A-C-K! And say bye bye for now.

I can't wait for the trip w/ my friends on the 27th... my flight is also on that day... at midnight. So no worries yet.

But even if I'm all prepared... one of my regrets in leaving is being unable to hang out with my friends this summer...-sigh- Who am I supposed to talk about the animes/J-dramas/books I have finished with? Bro? Ally? gah.

I guess, as usual, my saliva will get dry... not because I'm stuck in a desert... a rich dessert even so.

Speaking of which, it's so HOT!

I love the aircon.

SWEET!!!

Patience is a good thing. Yup. Now I know. I'd been struggling to get my hands on some books [refer to my past list] and now that exams are over, I have more than enough cash, and PLENTY of time- I finally managed to get the books I want... and more. -insert smug grin here-
So what now? I don't really feel like babbling all the gibberish stuff about my books [okay, I'm too lazy alright?] here are just some sentences on what I feel:

1. YAHOO! MY LIST IS HALF-COMPLETE!!!!
2. Schuyler and Jack are ssssoooo cute together! ~Fangirling
3. ahaha! I still have some cash left to buy DVDs!
4. Will this fit in my new luggage?
5. How many books should I bring?
6. Which book should I start next? Hmm...
7. SWEET!!!!

Yes yes yes. I feel so good. =)

So what else have I been doing these last few days? Well, downloading some new music to my iPod AND the Pirates of The Caribbean: At World's End movie... though it takes a LOT of space... only 1GB left actually... and umm... downloading e-books, reading fanfiction and stories on fictionpress, sleeping, trying not to EAT, talking on the phone with Estelle, giving and receiving friendster comments...

What else should I remember to do this summer?
= MAKE TO-DO LIST
= Wrap books in plastic
= TRY to FIX room
= Get picture cards from Estelle
= Give b-day present to baby Dino

What else to look forward this month?
Going to Plaza Fair on Tuesday and MAGEC reunion next week!

SWEET. =)

cracked, now sunny-side-up

WAH!!!! It's vacation!!!!
And I can't believe I haven't written here before hand...
Well, before I lose myself into flaunting some stuff, let me tell you all about saying good-bye to Clare.
First of all, it wasn't as dramatic as I expected it to be.
Secondly, I realized I'll miss them more than I thought I would miss them.
Confused? So am I.
But one thing's for sure

I love TLC.

This year was so so so different from last year and my other school days at CSR... it stood out. And that's how I'm gonna remember it.

Well, now that it's all cleared, I'll babble about the sleepover @ Mariel's house.
It is my first sleepover yet. It was so fun! [It had to be considering there were eight of us!] We watched tons of movies, [we finally get to use Mariel's Portable DVD player, something she's been desperate to get] ate lots of snacks, laughed out loud, talked and talked and talked, went jogging [4 AM!], harassed her puppies [ahaha! poor Tatay!], soundtrip and had a bit of a drama time... we had to say good-bye to Elmira...

But all in all, it was fun. So I guess you could say that the sleepover is the start of summer...