May 12, 2008

ECC3NTRIC TAST3S

Reading novels from FictionPress has become a habit as well as an addiction. I forgot how many I've read and swooned on. They're all great! Here are just some of the stories that made my summer unforgettable. As in changing the way I think [[partly]] and urged me to try out other stuff. Or maybe just made me simply daydream more than usual.

The Obsession With Jack
[[Haha! It's so... -pause- the lyrics were great! If Egburt 2 was really a band I'm sure to be addicted with their songs. ;) Jack. I like the name.]]

Ordinary World
[[Fantasy themed. Adventure packed. Droll humor. Some cloak-and-dagger businesses. Twisted fairy tales. And a cute love triangle. I love it.]]

Through Me
[[Reminds me of Natsume and Mikan banters. I love it more than False Facades (curse those plagiarizers!). Even though it's not yet finished, I admit it's notable.]]

Off the Page
[[So true. Just read. One of my faves. (ironicallly.)]]

As most readers and reviewers say, On with the story~!

May 3, 2008

Black Out [[not Spears]]

I could sum up the whole month of April 2008 in one simple sentence: This summer is very different from last year’s.

Last year, it was great. I can’t remember a moment when I felt… lonely. I was in no hurry to head back home. But nowadays, I don’t know. I want to stay here but I want to see my FWENDZ back home too. Well, it’s not like saying last year I didn’t miss them, I did. But in my second year of high school, we got closer- and I badly miss them so much now. Another thing is, a few of my friends are leaving the school. Some are transferring and others are going to migrate. Well, I can still keep up with them, possibilities of technology and all. But it’s different.

Well, maybe another factor of my homesickness is that I have changed. I didn’t notice until they pointed it out. It wasn’t subtle, they said. For better or for worse? I don’t know.

Enjoy the rest of the remaining summer days. I just realized time goes by so fast, yet changes occur subtly in the same length as well.

I had- have, a goal for this summer, planned on the last day of school: I want to change again. So far, I don’t think I’m doing a good job. I think.

One thing’s for sure: I miss them so much.

And here I think Drama’s overrated.

Well, not now.

Now Playing: Runaway – Avril Lavigne

And maybe that’s the problem. I tried to control my summer, my efforts went down the drain.

I just wanna scream and loose control. Throw my hands up and let it go. Forget about everything and runaway.

April 5, 2008

Memories That Fade Like Photographs

RULES:

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?"
You say?For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore //ahaha! nice one! //

2.How would you describe yourself?
My World - Avril Lavigne // Mine! XP //

3.What do you like in a Boy?
6 Minutes - Jonas Brothers // give me time :) //

4.How do you feel today?
Cry - Mandy Moore // what the fart? I miss my FWENDZ! T_T //

5.What is your life's purpose?
Konoyono Shirushi - BoA // okay... ??? //

6.What is your motto?
Flavor of Life - Utada Hikaru // Choco Mucho flavor! =)) //

7.What do your friends think of you?
Take You There - Sean Kingston // Ginagamit nila ko! how dare they! //

8.What do you think of your parents?
Pressure - Paramore // hahaha! tamang tama! XD//

9.What do you think about very often?
Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne // Ditto. //

10.What is 2 + 2?
Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade // eh? //

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Can't take it - All-American Rejects // HAHA! //

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Getting by - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus // Nice one! //

13.What is your life story?
Orange Country Girl - Gwen Stefani // whoa! //

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Nocturne - Sponge Cola // Hibernate, dude.//

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne // 100% Correct! //

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Sakura Kiss - For Piano - OHSHC OST // Nice =) //

17.What will they play at your funeral?
The Everglow - Mae // I like it. :) Die now. //

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Misery - Good Charlotte // I'm not EMO! //

19.What is your biggest fear?
Energy - Marina Inoue // eh? //

20.What is your biggest secret?
Hate That I Love You - Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo // ... //

21.What do you think of your friends?
Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney // =) ok. //

22.What will you post this as?
Memories That Fade Like Photographs - All Time Low // I want more! //

The results are pretty accurate... cool.

April 4, 2008

Could I stay so silent?

GAH!

List of Things I forgot to bring with me:

  1. Notebook. // No need for explanations. Me - GUILTY //
  2. Ouran Highschool Host Club DVD. // Who knew I needed a laugh? //
  3. Another box of Choco Mucho // Need I say more? //
  4. Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse // Screw saying there's no more space! There is! There is! //
  5. Pillow // There's a shortage. Don't ask. //
  6. MTV // I need to watch The Playlist, Cribs, Pimp My Ride, Boiling Point, My Super Sweet 16, The Ramon Bautista show- ANYTHING! //
  7. More Books.
  8. More DVDs.
  9. My Patience.
  10. My Sanity.

April 3, 2008

In Black and White

Well, it's been a week since the enigmatic heroine of Camia Street left the confines of her prized chamber in blue and ventured out to the Middle East, to the prosperous land of Dubai UAE and reunite with her father.

Not.

The truth is, after leaving the comforts of my cherished room I've been living quite... I dunno. Having less privacy than I would've wanted, sharing a bed with my deranged sister (lacking a better word), housework on a summer to-do list and no company of any age mate, what do you think?

If I put it that way, it seems so... horrible. It's not that bad. I'm actually happy with my family (save for the frequent squabbles with you-know-who) but I'm just having a case of... well, not homesickness- just missing my daily routine back at home.
What I'm worrying about is the depleted supply of books, music downloads (can't seem to find the right songs...), the ecstasy-giving Choco Mucho and my sanity with my sibs.

A little help?

Well, remembering the past summer didn't help my case a bit. I was so carefree last time... I wonder what happened to me now?

Probably the fact that I miss my FWENDZ so so much.

Proof? I literally LOL-ed after chatting with my friends yesterday. And I haven't laughed out that loud (of course I laugh here... just not so much it brings tears of joy in my eyes) since I arrived here.

But I'm certain this is not homesickness. Yet.