of all the ironies and supposed to be's...

"Expect the Unexpected." - The Book of Answers 02.o5.o9

What I expected: I'm going to have my period on o2.06.09
Outcome: Positive

What I didn't expect: It's going to rain on 02.06.09
Outcome: Positive

This tells us what?

I woke up early this morning, for once. Most probably because I slept early, for once. I had a few minutes to myself so I turned on my iPod and shuffled. But before that, I asked the question: What's my prom going to be like later? Hoping the song that would play is a suitable answer. It played a song from the movie Anastasia, one of my favorite movies when I was a kid. It played A Journey to the Past.

I thought at first: how? It is my first time to attend a prom, dress up all fancy for a school event with my friends. Then during the mass I realized that the event later already had memories in it. My friends and I imagined about this day eversince we were in the fifth grade. In first year, we made plans to go together... and in a few hours we will. My classmates said they were excited to see me all dressed up since I, allegedly, am not girly enough for them.

The prom already held memories of my younger self. And I hope that later, it would be more memorable.

It just sucks that today is my first day (I feel fat!) and that it's pouring.

----o

Lyrics: A Journey to the Past

Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here

People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear

Or how the world can seem so vast
On a journey to the past

Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong

Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Finally home where I belong

Well starting now I'm learning fast
On this journey to the past

Home, love, family
There was once a time I must've had them too
Home, love, family
I will never be complete until I find you

One step at a time
One hope, then another
Who knows where this road may go

Back to who I was
Onto find my future
Things my heart still needs to know

Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
And bring me home
At last

Overload.

Back to Fanpire-ing. And I think I'm pigging out. XP
Last night, I was randomly browsing through different websites looking for more info on The Host [[Yes. I am still hooked.]] And I managed to find a website with other Fanpires like me. So, yeahey!

Then I searched DevianArt for some pix [[concerning The Host. again.]] and some pix were linked to Twilight. [[no surprise.]] After 2 months, I haven't seen my copy of Twilight. It's been passed around... not that I have a problem. I mean, spread the love! Anywayz, I saw the chibi Twilight characters drawn by Robbuz and that's when I remembered how much I love the book. [[So random.]] My enthusiasm drops low whenever I think of the movie though... It also reminded me of a post in one of The Host forums I checked out. There was a thread asking what if The Host was turned into a movie. Someone said that would be bad since there are few character descriptions in the novel and people have different views on the characters... casting them would just disappoint people. I second the motion! Look what happened to Twilight! Which reminds me of these icons:





Anyway, I also got hooked on Gakuen Alice again [[my first obsession.]] after watching a few episodes on Crunchyroll [[brings back so many memories...]] and checking out the manga... which I would declare, crazily THE MANGA ROCKZ!

Wee! I just read chapter 97 and... Natsume confessed to Mikan! I was exploding inside!!! He defended her and ran away together... and in chapter 98, the most recent [[though I've only read the summary since the scanlations aren't available yet.]] I think I died after this scene:

When they reach the Middle School Principal's place, Natsume holds her hand tightly and still won't let go. To sum it all up, he tells her that he wants to become an adult right at this moment and run away with her...forever.
With these words, Mikan begins to cry. Natsume looks away and straightforward, but the look on his face shows he's serious.
MIKAN: "......Me too..."
MIKAN THOUGHTS: {I don't want to let go...I don't want to let go of this hand..........!}

-starts to hyperventilate-
Kya~! //Backto Fangirl-ing//
And lookie here! I've posted some scans from the last pages of chapter 96. Feel free to gawk and melt in a puddle.





[[Add info: 'That Guy' is Tsubasa-sempai who is now in the Dangerous Ability Types and is currently lost.]]





[[I... can't... breathe...]]



kya~!





And of course, the much awaited moment of chapter 97:





[[Man. I have to update my fanfics.]]

Other News:

=Kung Fu Panda showing on June 6!!!
=Hana Yori Dango Finale [[the movie]] on June 28!!! [[which reminds me... I have to call Elmira!]]
=There's a Blue Bloods Poem contest and the prize is a sneak preview of the 3rd book 'Revelations' [[But I'm not sure if I'll join... I suck at poetry.]]

Fireworks going “bang”

THE PLAY! THE PLAY! THE PLAY!
ugh. I just realized... I'd rather play a part in the play than be the scriptwriter... okay, if the play's in English, I'd gladly do the script... but no, it's in Filipino. Not that I hate Filipino or anything... I'm just not good at writing in Filipino [poor vocab.] I know. I'm ashamed to admit it. But it's true.

Anywayz, like last year, the play is like the 'start' in the countdown to summer... or the end of the school year. wah... I want the school year to end already... but I don't want to leave my classmates... Honestly, SMG is more united than TLC. But still, have some sentiment dude! There were lots of good times this year...

Last summer, I admit I didn't get homesick at all when we spent the summer at Dubai. But listening to my friends' plans to meet up in the summer [especially Mariel! she's so hyper!]... I feel a bit jealous. Of course they asked me to stay this summer but... I can't. A part of me wants to stay, a part of me... well, doesn't. And they're for 2 different reasons... well, not really that different now that I think about it... and it's also kinda... twisted in a way.

Twisted. That's me. I like twisted stuff... hahaha! Like the movie "The Prestige"- I just watched it last Sunday, it's the movie Foster recommended. And about recommendation, I told Estelle that The Mediator Series by Meg Cabot is... so great! It ties with Stephenie Meyer's Twilight Series in my opinion.

Edward Cullen VS Jesse de Silva

So hard to choose from...

Speaking of Twilight, bluntly speaking my thoughts, I don't fancy the cast that much... especially now that I saw the pictures... these pictures...

Dilated Eyes... ~Linkie!

I think Emmett is OKAY... maybe even Carlisle and Jasper... but the rest is just... ugh. Edward looks OLD.

Don't kill me for speaking [or writing] my mind.