I'm Alive

Wee! David Archuleta's first single entitled "Crush" ^^

I hung up the phone tonight
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go Am I crazy or falling in love Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do Cause I'm tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

On my side of things... the debut is tomorrow! I'm an escort with the tux and stuff... I look like a guy! My younger brother! No wonder I don't tie my hair up. Oh well.

The randomness.

Peeves: Breaking Dawn Spoilers, bad bad schedule and...

ennui kills pandas. give a spark.

School has been "okay. yup. sure. really? hmm... lalalala. nice. awww." lately. Translation: I've been feeling a bit impassive and BORED. My primary pic in Friendster has a title "ennui kills pandas. give a spark." for obvious reasons.

Let me say type it again. I'm bored. And the ironic thing is, I'm doing nothing to keep myself busy. It's a scary thing now that I think about it.

Another ramble for me: I need cash. Well, maybe not really need but umm... require cash in order to purchase some novels and thus saving me from monotonous days and senseless... stuff. Breaking Dawn would be out by August 2 and I already reserved a copy. There are also quotes on Stephenie Meyer's website, updated daily. I CAN wait. Because I think Twilight lost it's spark when the official movie cast came out. It's disturbing to think of THE EDWARD whenever I re-read the book. [[which is still hostaged by my cousin, not that I care... much.]]

Then on October comes out the third book in the Blue Bloods series "Revelations." This I CANNOT wait for.

Others on my list? Let's see The 2 remaining books from The Dark Magician Trilogy, The Opal Deception - 4th Artemis Fowl novel, Seeing Redd [[I think it's out...]] and Austenland, a novel by Shannon Hale. It's bit of a Pride and Prejudice-thingy [[duh. Jane AUSTEN]] and I was a bit reluctant at first since startlingly and disturbingly my hand didn't get numb when I watched the movie [[starting Keira Knightly]]. Translation: There's no KILIG factor. Or chu chu. And another thing, it costs 580 pesos. Poor wallet.

68% DoMO Patcher. Guess what? I'm trying out another RPG [[I've lost count to how many I tried to play]] called Dream of Mirror Online. Sounds cool. But then again, so did the others.

I love witty quotes. And funny meteorologists on YouTube.

Random.

What is earth’s medicine?

According to the trusty Merriam-Webster dictionary, Global Warming is an increase in the earth's atmospheric and oceanic temperatures widely predicted to occur due to an increase in the greenhouse effect resulting especially from pollution. To put it simply, because of pollution, there is an increase in the earth’s temperature- causing a lot of environmental problems. And if we don’t start taking care of mother earth now, things would come to an end, especially for the future generations.

The advances in technology today affect most of our environment. Burning of fossil fuels, using products with CFCs, carbon dioxide from power plants, modes of transportation and buildings, deforestation are just some of the causes on the thinning of the ozone layer. But sad to say, not everyone gives attention to this growing problem. As long as they’re comfortable now- why worry about the future? Well, it’s everyone’s duty to take care of the earth and make sure it stays ‘livable’ for the future generations. In the past, people lived more than about a hundred years! But now, some barely even reach sixty, let alone a hundred. Good thing nowadays, medicines have greatly improved. But with the rise of medical researches, new diseases are yet to be discovered. But what about our planet? What is earth’s medicine?

Here’s an interesting (and a bit insulting in my opinion) article I found online: 10 Surprising Results of Global Warming. Basically, it tells us about the effects of global warming- things that even offhand people bother to think about. With it’s catchy headings, I hope after reading this article, a bit or concern for our environment would surface.

It’s because of the neglect of us humans that the world is suffering, affecting the animals and plants as well. It’s ironic to say that the advances in science, giving comfort in our life, have caused these problems with the environment. It’s a pity. We take and take but don’t give back. Soon, there’ll be nothing to take, and nothing to repay.

It's time to stop being a parasite to our planet. We're human beings. We're the stewards of God's creations. Earlier today, I tried my luck on entering Screeve. I was to write a story on how to 'Change the world, one step at a time.' [[or something like that. I forgot the exact words.]] I guess this is my first step.

Over there.

Extra extra! Read all about it! First day of school highs and lows!

III-St. Monica. Adviser: Ms. Jacquelin Asis [[first year English teacher.]]

A list would be simpler.

• MOST of my fwendz are at St. Monica's
• We're trying to make it work. But the schedule is a bugger. The lunch schedule to be precise. If it won't change. Mariel and I will not have lunch with the others FOR THE WHOLE SCHOOL YEAR. [[this sucks the most]]
• Auditor [[for 3 years already]]
• Classmates are ok. Seating arrangement? Will take a while to get used to.
• Managed to distribute chocolates and other 'pasalubongs' =)
• Received a heart warming letter from Elmira [[I MISS HER SO BAD!!!]] which I gloated to my family. [[dunno why. But it made Jom cry. --That rhymes.]]
• Received a gift from Kiwi! Aww! It's an Alice and Wonderland notebook and pencil case! It's so kawaii~! [[also gloated]] Thanks Kiwi!
• Made plans for a sudden visit to my house: do Yoga from Estelle.
• Sudden Chemistry homework. Yoga plans changed into a group study with [[surprisingly]] Jom's help.
• Ate pizza and chocolates and drank coke.
• The study group thingy made it all okay.
• I MISS MY FWENDZ SO BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!
• Realized Kuya Dan's got it worse. Compared to his, chemistry homework is a peachy subject.
• All in all. It was a very DIFFERENT first day of school. It's fine... for now.

I hope I'll survive the year.

Overload.

Back to Fanpire-ing. And I think I'm pigging out. XP
Last night, I was randomly browsing through different websites looking for more info on The Host [[Yes. I am still hooked.]] And I managed to find a website with other Fanpires like me. So, yeahey!

Then I searched DevianArt for some pix [[concerning The Host. again.]] and some pix were linked to Twilight. [[no surprise.]] After 2 months, I haven't seen my copy of Twilight. It's been passed around... not that I have a problem. I mean, spread the love! Anywayz, I saw the chibi Twilight characters drawn by Robbuz and that's when I remembered how much I love the book. [[So random.]] My enthusiasm drops low whenever I think of the movie though... It also reminded me of a post in one of The Host forums I checked out. There was a thread asking what if The Host was turned into a movie. Someone said that would be bad since there are few character descriptions in the novel and people have different views on the characters... casting them would just disappoint people. I second the motion! Look what happened to Twilight! Which reminds me of these icons:





Anyway, I also got hooked on Gakuen Alice again [[my first obsession.]] after watching a few episodes on Crunchyroll [[brings back so many memories...]] and checking out the manga... which I would declare, crazily THE MANGA ROCKZ!

Wee! I just read chapter 97 and... Natsume confessed to Mikan! I was exploding inside!!! He defended her and ran away together... and in chapter 98, the most recent [[though I've only read the summary since the scanlations aren't available yet.]] I think I died after this scene:

When they reach the Middle School Principal's place, Natsume holds her hand tightly and still won't let go. To sum it all up, he tells her that he wants to become an adult right at this moment and run away with her...forever.
With these words, Mikan begins to cry. Natsume looks away and straightforward, but the look on his face shows he's serious.
MIKAN: "......Me too..."
MIKAN THOUGHTS: {I don't want to let go...I don't want to let go of this hand..........!}

-starts to hyperventilate-
Kya~! //Backto Fangirl-ing//
And lookie here! I've posted some scans from the last pages of chapter 96. Feel free to gawk and melt in a puddle.





[[Add info: 'That Guy' is Tsubasa-sempai who is now in the Dangerous Ability Types and is currently lost.]]





[[I... can't... breathe...]]



kya~!





And of course, the much awaited moment of chapter 97:





[[Man. I have to update my fanfics.]]

Other News:

=Kung Fu Panda showing on June 6!!!
=Hana Yori Dango Finale [[the movie]] on June 28!!! [[which reminds me... I have to call Elmira!]]
=There's a Blue Bloods Poem contest and the prize is a sneak preview of the 3rd book 'Revelations' [[But I'm not sure if I'll join... I suck at poetry.]]